The New Journey.......... Some Turmoil...

Part One

As stressful as this whole thing was it was not the only thing going on in my life at that time. This journey is really about the culmination of all of those things and not just these issues with BG and WF trying to keep my horse without having really paid for him.

Throughout this time things with Solidare were beginning to go south. The stress of that last trimester with Solidare just did not get better. As I was trying to focus on this situation with BG and WF and what I was sure was headed for a court room, I was also dealing with a deteriorating situation with my mare.

Like the stress of those two situations wasn't enough, there was the failing relationship between MD and GD. It seemed like the farther we got into this thing with WF and BG, the farther apart things became with MD and GD. There was no explanation for it and there was MD saying they were "not taking sides."

Because of that I wanted them to see BG's accounting sheet. How could they deny the man was pretty much trying to steal a very expensive horse from me and look at those figures. They knew he hadn't worked the kind of hours he said so how could they justify him fabricating the numbers like that.

Mostly their response was in agreement with what we said and they again confirmed if it came to court they would be there to testify in our behalf. Both MD and GD were aware of many of the reasons for which horses had not been worked AND GD was actually gone with BG on many of those summer are fall days when none of my horses got worked.

Still there was an obvious uncomfortableness in the air whenever they were around. Contact between us was always very one sided and was pretty much made by me or Dave. In addition there was evidence to suggest WF and BG seemed to be more in a family role with them than there had ever been here. Something was amiss and we could only guess at what it was.

Despite the fact I was really angry with the stunt BG and WF were trying to pull, I still struggled with those messages he'd spent the better part of 16 months drilling into my head. It takes more than just a realization that something is wrong to get rid of that kind of influence. Any bumping into things or people that triggered those messages caused some back sliding in my confidence and took a lot of energy to overcome.

Even though I now had BG and WF's game figured out, it didn't change the turmoil such situations could cause. I suspect that was a result counted on by these parties as another was to see that I was beaten down enough not to have the energy to fight.

When the Personal Message came through Facebook from none other but YW, I really wasn't surprised at it's content. While I am sure she would claim BG and WF had no part in the sending of that message, it's content and timing clearly suggested otherwise.

I'm going in paste YW's message here so you can see what I was dealing with.

The subject line read: For your information

"MiKael Callier, I tell you what you are seriously treading on some thin ice you might want to be very cautious about where your next step is. It is one to attack someones character and integrity when you posses both but another when you have neither one of those qualities. Obviously you do not see the damage you have created for yourself and your "dream" that you are trying to obtain. You have made yourself look like an ass to influential people in the arabian community. You and only yourself has burned all of these bridges that were laid out in front of you out of the genuine kindness of these people you now attack.
Your little lemmings that follow your blog and agree with you don't know you, and if they did, they wouldn't be so willing to jump onto your perverse bandwagon. If you can seriously look at your self in the mirror and be okay with the one of many people looking back you then you have some serious issues. Your actions and your words that you have put into motion speaks mountains about your character, integrity, morals and values. I feel sorry for you and your family and your horses, because they are the ones that are going to suffer from your actions. What a disservice you have done to yourself and your horses."

I didn't dignify this message with a response. Coming from the woman who had left my pregnant mare living in sewage and had then had the gall to charge me for training never given as well as claiming I cheated her out of a commission she had herself waived, I really didn't see what the point was. I did, however, see that my wonder back in the summer why BG had added to his FB friends, the very people involved in a smaller version of his scam now made perfect sense to me.

While this message did not land as a blow to my already bruised psyche as I'm sure it was intended, it did make me wonder what kind of damage their lies were doing to my reputation. Instead of causing me to back off, what it did was fuel my belief the only way to clear my name was to get my horse back AND to tell my story. If I had any fear of standing up for myself before, the situations like this were only making my resolve stronger. BG's plan was backfiring, even if he didn't know it yet.

The same can be said for YW. And while I'm at it, I must say what is with these people thinking the way to get to me is by slamming me for what they see is my weakness, a diagnosis of MPD. How cruel can a person be? Luckily for me, I am not embarrassed nor intimidated by such an exposure. Don't they realize that kind of behavior exposes their true colors.

Also, just a tad tongue in check, "what do the lemmings out there think?"


To be continued........................

Daffodil

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